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I feel like my own sadness is brought upon myself. I feel like I always do something stupid to get myself into situations I don’t need to be in. Even the littlest things make me upset. And it’s not like I can’t avoid it. All the problems I have right now I have put myself in and it kind of sucks that I don’t learn from my mistakes a lot of times. I didn’t get to go to school this semester because I was too busy partying last semester to worry about it. I obviously didn’t know how to keep a relationship before, so I should maybe learn from my last one not to mess this one up. I feel like I’ll never grow up. And it sucks that I’m fine during the day, and when I’m around people. But when I evaluate myself I’m really not okay with what I am.

Posted 1 year ago
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  2. one-sky said: Efren.. You’re a kind person and that is a fact reguardless of any silly mistakes you’ve made. I don’t know you all that well but I can say that with confidence. Just stop focusing on your stuff ups and look forward to the future. You’ve got a bright one!
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  4. theolimonster said: just keep strong man! im in the same boat as you, but I just think about how things will eventually get better even though its so frustrating at the moment :)
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